Sameness

I just can't understand , in midst of so many GOOD things happenning with , there's something missing . So much peace is not conforting me , maybe I'm really needing someone that'd be there when I needed , not everytime because it could be really borring , but just for existing and making me feell good and not alone.Because I'm tired of always having aswers about me , and how I'm felling . It had always been the same, I'd like it could change ... It could change with a love , or just a summer one .